time.

  Today being the first day that we have had off I’ve done some reflectioning. and homework!(ms fonti’s lol) but what i want to say I know that I am thankful for is time. Well time along with many other things. I recieved a message today from a friend telling me how they hate having breaks because they miss everyone too much already and it’s true because i do too but these breaks also work as having some time for us to catch up. Not necessarily with others but with ourselves. how often do we just sit and listen to our surroundings? to the breeze or the bugs in the grass anything? we’re all blinded by having our lives pass by so quickly and we dont seem to realize it. theres times when we NEED to take the time and think of us. what do you need? has it ever occurred to you that when you’re overwhelmed with so much you tend to drift away from those that you love the most or care for alot? Geeze I’m so stuck on that. I’ve noticed how far away i’ve drifted from friends and family the most precious things that have come to me and its like i’m taking it for granted and letting it flutter off like a butterfly. Why do we all tend to be so ignorant at some point? Is it because we are so caught up in what we are doing? listen to your heart. do what you feel is necessary. because think of it like i do. we don’t have more than 24 hours in one day. those 24 hours are the same that annyone has. Our parents,friends,everyone and we need to learn how to figure out how to make them go to our advantage. Sometimes yes we have other things to have to deal with whether it be boyfriend?girlfriend, baby, husband?wife,jobs,family,church you name it but we need to take time and take care of ourselves heal what you have been wanting to heal. I dont think anyone else can make you happy but yourself because in the end thats what you have. I’m thankful for having loving caring parents who seem to get on my nerves and keep telling me every 5 minutes to do something else thats why its taking me forever to finish this post but i love them and if it wasn’t for them i wouldnt be here. Isnt that weird just thinking how we all as human beings started off as one small fertile egg in our mothers? then how we turn out being wonderful people and very beautiful. I am also thankful for my siblings. I know that everyone has things to say about their siblings but i love mine nomatter how many jokes we play on eachother or dog pile theyre amazing. I’m kind of scared though. I have a feeling i can loose my brother. also tieing back to this time situation. if only he realized he needs to take care of himself and stop trying to be with someone or doing nice things. he is so wound up on how much he isn’t home and how he wants to do things. The last conversation we had was about him never being around and how it seems our family life revolves around well will we get to see him today? damn seriously i wish he gets the chance to see my blog. Last thing i saw that didnt please me was his myspace status saying if murder doesnt kill me maybe suicide will. honestly that line is crumbling my insides and i want hime to know that life is a very precious gift we all recieve. it is something that we shouldnt take for granted and time is main key. he never has time and when we aren’t on break i dont think any of us have time. Remember ms paul’s little break down? we all need something and with that something is caring and support not tear downs. Uhm yea i’m pretty sure that these words may be seen as something that doesnt mean much and it feels like i only write these silly old entries so my blog isnt blank but i wonder if anyone reads this. can anyone send me any feedback. This is something i am very thankful and i wish we all had more of. That’s why I cant wait until i go to mexico i will miss everyone but its a break that will be wonderful ill have my brother and well the rest of my family all to myself and i wont have the distractions of a phone or hardly and internet. It isnt that im glad for missing a week of school but its more of a personal level thing that will really help and i’m hoping and praying it will.

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