Mi Heroe. This project was kind of life turning. I guess what I’m supposed to do is tell you about this long process. So at the beginning Randy told us about it and told us some options we can choose to make our movies about. We were told there was an option of spoken word,rapping,or singing. After we chose what we wanted to do we were split into groups and began writing something called a monologue or at least coming up with ideas on what we wanted to write about. This process was the hardest for me. I think it was for everyone but like I started thinking I was going to write a song. Turns out after i sat down to write at 2am i came up with a pretty cool monologue.I found out that a part of my I.D.entity was realizing that it was based on my mommy. The woman who gave birth to me and has been there through anything. It took a while for me to come up with the footage for my video The reason being was that my mom kept getting annoyed of me bringing home a camera and taping her. haha I thought it was pretty funny plus my family isn’t very used to being video taped. When i finished gathering my footage i captured it onto FinalCut which is the program we finished our videos on. The night of the performance was overwhelming. That day was kind of hectic for me and I was pretty sure that my mother wasn’t going to make it since we had argued all week and she said she didn’t want to come and she wasn’t going to. So as my turn came up I felt a knot in my throat and I didn’t want to perform. I asked Loris hat it felt like not having the person you made it for there and she tried cheering me up then Sally,Jr,Raymond and Jazmine came to try to get me ready. I guess what it then took was Randy to come talk to me and talk some sense for me to perform. As he announced my name I was quivering in the back When i got to the mic my friend Luis ran up with a boquet of flowers and all you heard was a crowd of aww. I felt really nice then i started talking and said why I wrote my I.D.entity project and that I didn’t think my mom was there all of the sudden i heard “Anna your mom’s over here” I couldn’t believe it and plus it was hard seeing anyone in the audience because of the spotlight. Then in the darkness i saw a shadow waving at me. It was my mom (: I felt a rush of like nervousness and i really don’t know what else but i began to cry. As i tried gathering myself I took a deep breath and cracked a joke saying my mom bought me the dress I wore. After that I told Art to start and I began presenting. My voice kept breaking up I guess it was all the emotions I was feeling Im not sure. I choked for about 45 seconds I had no clue what to say after that I remembered the last lines and tweeked them a bit. I said “Now, If you ask me what’s my Identity I’d gladly be able to tell you it’s a mirror reflection of what you can see . A picture of you. Thanks Mami” After I was done I walked off stage and my mom gave me a hug after that my little sister came then i was surrounded by all of my DSA family! I loved it it’s something that i had inside me for ever and now that I came out about it I feel great I think it’s making me and my mom closer! I love it and i wanted to say everyone did a wonderful job regardless if they presented or not. I love you guys and thanks for all of your love(:
PS:I met Sally’s little brothers! and he fell in love with my fluffy duckky! Haha It was a great night!